Change of Season

Remember a time
My frail, virgin mind
Watched the crimson sunrise
Imagined what it might find
Life was filled with wonder
I felt the warm wind blow
I must explore the boundaries
Transcend the depth of winter's snow

Innocence caressing me
I never felt so young before
There was so much life in me
Still I longed to search for more

But those days are gone now
Changed like a leaf on a tree
Blown away forever
Into the cool autumn breeze
The snow has now fallen
And my sun's not so bright
I struggle to hold on
With the last of my might

In my den of inequity
Viciousness and subtlety
Struggle to ease the pain
Struggle to find the same

Ignorance surrounding me
I've never been so filled with fear
All my life's been drained from me
The end is drawing near...

I am not a odd man to this lyrics. Change of season ouccured in my life too.. After a long enjoyment with little work at times, Now I am in to project. This Season I call it as 'Summer'. It sucks my blood slowly. I am preparing my self to withstand the light.

We had team work, frequent night outs, Irresistable dishes. Even though we have enough time for every thing now, I feel lonly and excavated to some part in the universe.

I am sure this change of season never ends. So I am praying for Strength both in mind and body. Let us see what happens in the future.

Engineering is fun..

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Thriving for Justice

It has been one year since now. But yet I am waiting for my case to be heard in the Court of Justice. In the year 2008, November 26 So many people died at Mumbai for no reason except they were there at that moment. I don’t know all their names and even their identity, But in one way or other I am their brother sharing same land INDIA and taking Pledge as an INDIAN right from my school days. Do I need anything else to fight for Justice?

India my country stood as a neutral land during two great world wars but even that time Poverty and other such virus ruined my land. Many leaders fought and gave their life bravely for our land. There is no rights to take others property but that has happened due to British’s egoism. We are legally free after 1947 when British left our land. But now someone ruins my land again. What am I expected to do. I so much confused than usual. Every time I enquire a problem in my life, I follow my instincts and Logic. I hope this two serves under any circumstances. But now my instinct says nothing and even I can’t find any logic.

Around 250 people died on the sad day including brave many NSG Soldiers, Police officers and nameless Common men. If we were one among them that day we wouldn’t be sitting here and doing our work as usual. YES WE ALL ARE ALIVE BECAUSE WE WERE NOT THERE AT CST or TAJ HOTEL at 26/11 WHEREAS OUR BROTHER OR SISTER WAS THERE AND LAID THEIR LIFE.

Why are we still waiting for some country dossier and letting the culprit to get food from our land. Shouldn’t we be ashamed of the situation? Let us teach a good lesson to those who thinks of ruining our land in the future by showing our strict law against Terrorism. Let us awake at least now for the sake of the innocent souls. Let us define our self that not even a single life will be granted for Terrorism.

I request all of you those who read this message to pray in silence for 2 minutes on this day.

Indain Rooster Coops

It’s about 15 to 11’o clock in night. I thought of studying as usual, but my mind is not staying in a proper place due to various reasons. One thing is due to the post which I have written earlier, some say I am a good writer. Some say they are not convinced and even some tease for different reason. It’s all about my passion to write and make clear that I have no reason to tease any one personal feeling. In case if I have done any by mistake, I feel sorry for it.
Coming to the point I have a good topic for discussion. I really wanna to speak it today. It’s about our Country, yes its INDIA. People in the west have different idea about our country. I can admit that we are poor, corrupted and our people surrendered to Politicians for no reason, similar to rooster coop in chicken shop. Those rooster coups are breaded by its master along with its fellow brothers. When their day comes they are assassinated in front of their family members. We are similar to those roosters, so I would like to refer us as Rooster coops.
In most part of India many rooster coops doesn’t know what a logic means to them. To describe it I would like to take you back some years back, around 5 to 10 years back, I could not exactly remember the date due to my poor memory skill. I was a school boy that time. I happened to watch 8’o clock news that day, I was horrified, annoyed, upset, searching for an answer for an unknown question. The issue is I saw THREE UNIVERSITY STUDENT (GIRLS) BEING BURNT ALIVE IN A BUS for some XY reason. What is the reason? Why are they being treated in such a horrified manner? Is their mistake of being born in this world? The reason is some Politician leader was arrested and his party members showed their love for the party and to their party leader by burning alive these Innocent College students.
This incident was spread all over our Country and all news channels for next 1 month got a good deal, they had various debates, various kinds of peoples participated and finally some were arrested. But the punishment in our country is simple. If one guy is given 10 years in some court, he can move to some other higher court and get a good lawyer and could claim he is innocent and the punishment could be finally reduced to 2 or 3. AWESOME!!!! BRAVO!!! This the kind of democracy we enjoy. There are lot more incident to say we fail in logics. But I would stop with this.
We enjoy being poor. Rooster coops are breaded for flesh and once it gains that they are transformed into Tandoori. Our Illiteracy rate is 40%, BOP is 30%, Person with less than Rs.1 per day is almost 32%, these figures doesn’t end and it keeps it mark in various aspect to prove we are poor. Many great leaders dream of India in a much better way, but the result till now is not up to the mark. But why? I could explain it with simple answer “WE ARE JUST LIKE THAT”. India is just not a single man, if one man thinks of some thing and tries to implement that for the welfare of humanity – in reality he won’t succeed. It’s the truth and the fact. One of the great scholars that India has got is “Saint Vivekanadha”. He has once told give me 50 men I will change India to a better country and filled to ethics and values. When some of our ancestor has thought in such a manner but hasn’t implemented, why cant we do it. I believe in strong management could bring up any thing. We are here to prove it to our self. Lets make it!! Join hands and think alike!!

New monsoon

It is such a rainy day Myself, Madesh and kubs found very difficult to get up from bed. We some how managed to finish our morning schedule. Madesh by mistake left his flash-drive in our office. So we planned to leave for office as soon as possible. Due to rain we started as usual and reached there jus 2 min before.

We had a big surprise after entering the office. Our tutor left off !!!! More or less we simulated this situation earlier but it is too late for now to react. Every thing is over, He could have told our Senior Mangers that we are not suitable for training or even we are not listening. What ever may be the situation, we will get to know the results in a short while. About half past 9’o clock, our new tutor came to class. Looks tall, gigantic and seems to be perfect software person. The moment he entered we all sat calm and acted as if we are best in the world. For first few minutes he started his intro and some usual stories. He suddenly started to speak in Greek. I mean he started asking questions from java. He made few comments on our performance which I cannot explain as it was far from explanation. For the first few minutes I really thought he was cracking a joke. The way he handles make to laugh, I then had quick glands of my whole class. Every one was listening very eagerly ohohohoh!!!! Cool-- so every one likes his way of teaching. May be I too but it makes me to blast out.

Initially he thought about Object class and gave different explanation. He asked some question which no one answered except few like MOM, Mr. lighthouse etc.. Mr.Lighthose went beyond the limit to ask several queries and impressed him. During the break time I enquired with Choti, HERO and BOSS they all said his teaching gives a good overview and it can help us to study better. So the new guy stood by his word “I-WILL-TELL-YOU-HOW-TO-STUDY”. Repeatedly he asked us to refer the java documentation which has at least 10000 pages to my knowledge. How ever to a little extent we miss loose talk, may be it is a mistake from both of our sides. So the match between us, declared as “DRAW” by all of us. Unlike previous classes we have lot of free time and break time is extended beyond 20 min, even our class stops at 5’o clock. Nice isn’t it.

It takes at least 1 week to know about the new guy better, May be he will be kind enough and teach us what ever, our exam question paper has or else he might be in other way around to. Let’s wait and watch.

New Perception and New Peoples...

It has been a long time since I penned down my memories here. It’s strictly due to heavy work, sleep less nights and partially eating Oracle 10g books at Hyderabad. Yes!! To all those whom I haven’t informed I will admit that I have finally entered into my so called great- MNC(Mind Navigating Corporate), it makes you to do so.
In Hyderabad every body speaks Hindi or Telugu fluently except me, Madesh and Kubeer. We three are college mates. Moreover myself and Madesh were bench mates and close for more than 3 years until now, regarding Kubs (He like to call him by this name) from our college but from different department. We know only Tamil that too not pure. English we make up as if we are natives of Edinburgh. In my case we speak Telugu in home but that Telugu has different word list when compared here. Madesh and Kubs are always are so friendly and fun liking persons. By the time we reach the home after our hectic work schedule all of us will be drowning to sleep but some thing which makes us to study at least for 10 min is Module test and different figures of marks we must maintain in order to get a project after completion of training.
Here we share our seniors’ Ravi anna room, 2006 passed out from our college. He is such a wonderful personality and two other persons were already staying in the room are Sathish anna and Charles anna. They always stay cool, they claim it its because of vodka and Peter Scotch. Kubeer usually clam and quiet but in reality with us he is not. He almost covered all girls in a short period because of that wonderful personality. Then I realized, girls like guys who admit I-don’t-know –anything-Pl-teach me-!!!. Even some girls whom I have met claim as if they have done P.hd in the doubt which I have asked them. Kubeer some how got that algorithm and making his way through. Bravo!!!!!!
As of now we all are in training and we three in same batch and again same bench. Our batch seems to be luckiest because we have right mixture of Tamilian and other guys. First day when I entered the training hall I encountered different guy, whom I haven’t even thought of being my batch mate. He has a French beard and likes to wear Che-Guevara T shirt. IMPOSSIBLE TO THINK.!!Yes I too admit wearing a t-shirt that too round neck with different pose and entering so called Great MNC whoops!! Such brave and like to be so. We recently celebrated his b’day with a bang.
There are lot more interesting guys in our class. Some one to mention is “I-am-not-that-small-jus-3’inch-but-taller-than-our-English mam”. She is called as kid of our class because she is the one who boosts every body with out their own sense as a kid does to his father.”Child is the father of a man”. They call her “CHOTTI” because of her childlike characters. It’s she who gets friends like Hari a 5 year old kid.
There is another guy called”I-just-take-a-spoon-more-but-people-say-I-eat-a-lot” . His usual temper is calm, so we make lot of fun about him and make him to get worse. Every day in the morning he and I go to near by shop to grab our breakfast. Most of the time it will be the second round for both of us, while for B-O-S-S and Mr.H-E-R-O it will be the first and fore most round. B-O-S-S and H-E-R-O are fantastic and my favorite characters in my class. They both don’t worry for anything and their temper is always to help others. B-O-S-S knows only Tamil, so perfect partner for me, Madesh and kubs to share numerous Tamil jokes normally to tease each others. It has not been a matter of concern for me or to boss because we haven’t used SALT in the whole of our life. !!!!
Coming to the H-E-R-O’s part, he is a great guy and has Hugh plans for future, sleeps with oracle, java books and at times forgets his lunch for the sake of a program, even enters the most crucial site to gather clueless info… NO-NO-NO-NO stop !!!!!!!!!! he is not of that kind. His plan to clear module exam and get a project as soon as possible in order to impress his girl, as most of us share the same (even me too!!)
We also have a brainy, intelligent, most-wanted-IQ-Person in the class. The only problem he has is his butt fails to sit back and study for more than 1 hour at a stretch. He likes to take breaks as much as possible, but fails to return back. He is the one who loves to have rare combination of flavors like, Take-tea-and-sleep-well-policy. He usually plays and teases a lot about Chotti. His gesture makes him look like real gunda, but In reality he is such a great guy. And has numerous problem solving skills.
We call her as ‘MOM’ because of her attitude to care for every one. I was amazed by the explanation when we asked her a doubt in Oracle. She is well-known that activity.
Then comes Udaya Kiran of the class. He is quite clam and composed. But makes humorous jokes at times, it doesn’t make you to feel like he had been a HOD in a well known College. But he struggles to make a JAVA prog!!!
You cannot forget someone even if you try to do so. One such guy is “Darmendra” of our class he almost imitates all the Hindi actors but to my knowledge I can understand only a few. He makes good jokes but often converted to P.Js because of “Man-with-Che-Guevara-Shirt” and “Shahid kapoor”. He always teases Chotti and gives a supporting hand to IQ Personality.
As I told you earlier we are mixture of various states and languages. Two of the gals have come from Southwest India, known for backwater and lush green vegetarian. They have such a great helping tendency. I suppose they have inherited from their land. Even “Man-with-Che-Guevara-Shirt” is from same state but doesn’t seem to be!!!!
Cricket is god for most of the Indians. We are of no exception, almost all of here see cricket as more than our soul. There is one guy who pretends to be as a “Yuvraj Singh”. He sits alone most of the time but such a cool guy.
There are few Postgraduates in our batch one such is Loyala Passed out and I like to call him as “The Physics Tutor”. He is well known for his logics and quantum physics. And he is so humble to every one. Well known for his character!!!
As I have told you all I have been working for Symantec at Chennai. After coming here I searched for Chennai guys. One such who I encountered at first is “I-DON’T-DRINK-MUCH-BUT-JUST-7 TIMES-A-WEEK”. He is great fan of Cricket. He also play the “BAT-AND-BALL-GAME” every week-end, even during the tough times, I mean during “EXAM-TIME” he hits the ball. “A Coin has both side” it happens to this guy to, his room mate “MR.LIGHT-HOUSE” is just opposite to him. He almost spent Rs.1000 for getting the question papers for just one exam!!!! His study material crosses 5 feet if it is arranged vertically. Such a serious guy… hmmm..
Last but not the least if we have any query we route it thro’ representative of our class. Of course there are two of them, one from same state and other from TN. The guy known to most of us as “WELL-WELL-WELL- I SING SONGS DON’T BOTHER ANYTHING”.
There is gal in our class who has travelled almost all places in India. “I-SPEAK-LESS”. Studious gal celebrated her b’day recently. I forgot to wish her as usual because of my poor memory and absence in from the class.

Guys who hate exams, we have a person of that kind in our class. She is “I-GET-FIRST-MARK-IN-SECOND-ATTEMPT”. She is usually identified by big smile and awesome speech in the class.
One gal from TN but sits in last bench. SHAME ISN’T IT but in actuality its not. She clears all doubts in the last bench. She is “I-AM-FROM-COSTAL-REGION-IN-TN-I-HATE-LOOSE-TIME”.
One gal uses a rare philosophy “WEAR-SMILE-AND-BE-THE-BEST”. She is also another last bencher, but clears all the exam with high cut offs.
I like to watch lots of Tamil movies especially “VijayKanth movie”. It seems to be fun but in reality it has lots of sense. One gal in our class from Temple city of Tamilnadu. But pronounces Tamil like Chinese do it, like the Villan in VijayKanth speaks. Even thou’ Madesh, her Bro’ “I-DON’T-DRINK-MUCH-BUT-JUST-7 TIMES-A-WEEK” teases her a lot, she doesn’t seem to be changing so we got accustomed.

There two special gals in the whole group, who are commited to Social union, the so called "WEDLOCK-GALS". They are so calm and composed and usualy speak with ears.

There are many bonded friendship which history has told us like Jack and Jill, three musketeers, Ghandhiji and Nehruji. We in our class have a story similar to this kind they are "WE-ARE-THREE-BONDED-BY-FEVICOL". All three are really nice characters and almost share same tempo as far as I know. One among them is "TOPPER-IN-ELECTRONICS-AND-ASKS-JAVA-DOUBTS -FREQUENTLY-WHEN-NO-ONE-LISTENS". And other is a good dancer and singer, but refuses to sing. Its because of this sole reason Mr.Che-Guevara T shirt became a singer over night along with "I-DON’T-DRINK-MUCH-BUT-JUST-7 TIMES-A-WEEK" and "IQ PERSIONALITY".
Other CR is called as “BRAMIN-ASSOCIATION-ACCEPTED-CHICKEN-IS-VEGETARIAN-AND-SMOKING-IS-GOOD-FOR-HEALTH”. She is a humorous gal and well known for her dance and song which she pretends to do. One day I happened to see her blog, really I can’t believe my eyes. Those are absolute truth which you can’t normally expect a girl to come up with. Bravo!!!!
There are also some less known personalities in the class to me its not because I haven’t spoke but the problem is they speak different language. I personally feel great to be a part of this team. As like my previous office mates here I feel the same comfort. Over all I am in party mood each time when I enter the class and look for the same for ever.

Jacksonism

All hail
Breaking news of Michael Jackson's sudden death dramatically slowed the internet, crippled Google, crashed Twitter, sent iTunes and BitTorrent downloads skyrocketing and made for a huge portion of TV news and radio airplay, according to The Nielsen Company, Billboard and other analysts that tracked coverage of the event.

An Online Outpour

Nielsen reported that Jackson-related news dominated web discussion on June 25, causing spikes in traffic and overwhelming social networks with bursts of information and updates from millions of users.

In comparison, the high volume of blog discussions about Jackson made recent buzz around the swine flu scare and President Obama's inauguration seem paltry and insignificant, MarketingCharts reports.

Similarly a Nielsen Buzzmetrics analysis revealed that more than 16% of tweets in the 24-hour period after Jackson's death mentioned the singer, while less than 2% of mentioned Farrah Fawcett and Iran - two other high-profile news topics during the same time period.

Information from Mashable put the percentage of MJ-tribute tweets higher, at close to 30%, with a reported 50,000 tweets in just one hour. Twitter tracking tool Twist showed 22.61% of Tweets following Jackson's death with the phrase "Michael Jackson," 9% containing "MJ," and 25% including the name "Michael." Twitter is reported to have crashed at least once during this time.

The ICM News site in the UK reported that search engine Google dramatically slowed down between 2:40 pm and 3:15 pm Pacific time on June 25, as millions of Googlers entering the star's name got an error page rather than a list of results. These difficulties were later confirmed by Google.

In addition, many entertainment sites slowed significantly and became difficult to access, including celebrity gossip site TMZ.com, according to TechCrunch. TMZ.com first broke the story that Jackson's heart had stopped and paramedics had been summoned.

Traditional Media Also Overtaken

Separate from web activity, TV and radio stations immediately began airing footage and playing songs in the hours immediately following Jackson's death.US TV network and cable coverage seemed nearly omnipresent, while the Guardian reported that the UK's Sky News reported a peak of 735,000 viewers in the 15 minutes after Jackson's death was confirmed, while the BBC News channel hit 562,000 viewers around the same time period. The jump in viewers resulted in much-higher-than-usual ratings for these channels during the time of the Jackson coverage.

Radio Honors Jackson's Passing

Rolling Stone reported that Jackson's music became immediately popular on radio as well. Citing Nielsen numbers, the magazine said the singer's biggest hits jumped nearly 1,735% in overall airplay over the previous week, with many stations exclusively dedicating their play lists to Jackson's music the weekend after his death.

According to Nielsen Broadcast Data Systems, which tracks total airplay for terrestrial, satellite and cable radio stations, Jackson's "Billie Jean" was played the most over the airwaves, logging 4,540 plays from June 22nd to June 28th. Of those, 4,446 plays came after June 25th. In the previous week, "Billie Jean" only registered 318 plays total, according to Billboard.com.

Billboard noted that, overall, 20 Michael Jackson songs registered more than 1,000 plays last week following news of Jackson's death. By comparison, only Jackson's "Rock With You" managed to crack 500 plays the previous week. "Thriller," which was only played twice on Tuesday, June 23rd by all stations combined, was aired 1,497 times on Friday, June 26th, and collected 3,570 plays for the week. Also cracking the 3,000 plays mark were Off the Wall's "Rock With You" and "Don't Stop 'Til You Get Enough."

Four Jackson 5 songs managed to surpass the 1,000-play mark: "ABC," "I Want You Back," "I'll Be There" and "Never Can Say Goodbye."

MP3 Downloads Surge

Rolling Stone reported that, following Jackson's death, the top five albums on iTunes, and seven of the Top 10, were all Jackson releases, with The Essential Michael Jackson, Thriller and Off the Wall ranking as the top three.

Similarly, the Amazon MP3 store listed Jackson as the service's top-selling artist of the day following his death, said Rolling Stone. Last.fm also documented a large increase in listeners to "The King of Pop" in the moments following his passing, with a peak of roughly 42,000 of his songs played on the service between 6 pm and 8 pm ET.

Downloads of Michael Jackson's music also caused a surge on BitTorrent, where, immediately after his death, the three most active torrents in the music section on the largest torrent indexer, Mininova, were all compilations or discographies from MJ. On top was a torrent listing 30 Michael Jackson albums, The Jackson 5 and The Jacksons, totaling 1.94 GB of music.

MJ Death Spawns Spam

Despite an outpouring of shock, caring and sympathy from fans worldwide, all of the web's Michael Jackson activity isn't about the love. Computerworld reported that an increase in Michael Jackson spam and malware is likely to sweep the internet in the wake of the entertainer's death.